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Saturday, October 31, 2009
hello . okay mendaak sumpah!i stayed at home like a good gerl do . :) i didn't went out . okay . i wanna prove that i wont die without going out . :O fcukshyt. prepaid sungguh low. last msg ajer boleyh ,. mcm sial .okay chatting wuth sisterhhlynaa:D. babi . have been hearing club songs :X ,. tersampuk ngn kakak . haha:D . bytheway , danpal happy advance burfday oi!.. sumpah aku wangi . hahaha aku aru abes mandi! weee~` okay .that wound on my leg klua nana . mcm nk puke sahajeer .. and fcukshyt . aku bsk nk go out .go out ke what?! hahaha;P okay cute . tapy bsk . nk go out ngn who ?okay sorry busy chatting ngn kwn kwn from mars :D yay!! aku craving fried ice creaam!!! eish! brotherrufffeyh ask me bout fari 0.o huhu!! gyler laa kamuu! okay aku gortogo . k go! jaja:D Labels: be on you. Friday, October 30, 2009
heylo .okay just now i really did make my sister upset . fcuking upset . and the story goes like this , i masged sis and told her i wan go out to discuss about something . i said i will be home bfr 6.30! stupit siaa. thn she was like. o kay 630 call me with home phone .thn unfortunately , met nisah, and we went somewhere.thn it was 8.59 when sis keep on calling me and i keep on rejecting. i was like fcuk shyt . i'm scared i was like crying . thn we checked the board . bus 19 finish at 8.15 kiwakk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was already about 45 mins we waited for it. thn i was like begging nisah for taxi .thn she aggred . while we're waiting for taxi . my sis called nisah's phone talked to soby and talked to me . thn bat flat =.=, kay i thought slamat. thn we took taxi . thn reach area my house i ran like one fcuking mad gerl , seriously i ran like nobody's businnesss!!! thn i almost slip and fall . okay paiseyh skejap . reach home, sis said this to me , ya i noe . at this point of tyme u nid ur friends .ur in depressions. u set the tyme but u urself cant be punctual. i wont scold u . i noe psle is over. after 6 years of education at last . but u have to know. whatever tyme u set, be punctual . u wan go anywhere i dun fucking care. just rmbr this . iloveyou thts why im doing stuffs like this. i bet this. i wont hurt u anymore. ur big enough to know what is good and what is bad. i was like . cheetot all the tears sungguh no nid sia!!! i'm so proud of sister. she finally understanding me .haiyos. okay gtg buhbye :D jaja:D Tuesday, October 27, 2009
heyho:Dokay sorry for not attending school peepos :D hahaha. malas dohh! okay thn just now went makan with mummey . camwhored with brother. :D okay thn now here i am .arul msges me "datang blakanq. " i was like fcuk shyt .i cant go out . all's home .babi .. sister at home .second sis go camp :( . i'm gonna miss her fucking lot . now chatting with brotheruffeyhh :D he didn' went to skool. mcm tau tau jerr! haaa:) . smlm ewan msged me . why never turon all. sorry bro . aku tkley eply . okay gtg ,okay go! jaja~
heylolol .
just now went cycling with shamita=idongg. went home ard 8 . i msg love but no replies . haiyo . ignorance=hate , hai hai . okaaaaay gtg, k go ! jajaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ Monday, October 26, 2009
hey zee,
thnks for the free RPL ehh . hmm . we also arent one . so take care eh . upset memang uh . benci pun makin uh sia. kalau kau raser kau perfect sangat go find a friend yang staraf la sia ngn kau .aku tau aku siape la. eyh .aku ader limit sia ..thnks for all the fake fronting's' depan ....fuyoooo . mcm angle .blakang backstabbing .gni per kawan?! eyy . thnks eh thnks .sumpah sia akuu tk tipu. kwn mcm kau? maner maner leyh carik la .sumpah sia aku dissapointed sia. aku info ketat la nur izzathy . tkperh uh . thnk you so much . haa. okay . aku tau aku tau .i'm just fcuked up over everything niesha told me just now.. . okay . aku sumpah speecheless. haha:D okayokay . aku gortogo paper korang tkcaire :D k go! jaja~ Labels: mcm gini ? Sunday, October 25, 2009
i miss baniaz! sumpah!haa:D just now. alloot of this happend dohh .. haha:D oky aku sumpah speecheles. bytheway i miss zainabb . kay! bye , jaja:D Labels: zainab Saturday, October 24, 2009
[verse 1]And I don't really know what the hell I'm doing,I could be walking, down the street,And if a guy notices me,Then you get upsetBut if I'm walkin with you holdin hands and kissin,Anybody can see what that means,Should I wear a sign that says don't look at me?Baby I'm all yours,Kissin and huggin, all in public,What do you think that's all for?I don't give a damn bout nobody but you,But you always question, thinkin I'm creepin, without a reason,Why are you always tressin?lemme ask you a question[chorus]Tell me, what,Oh, don't you understand?Doing all I can, you don't know that I'm your womanWhat, oh, don't you understand?If I wanted someone else,Then I would be with someone else but all I want is you[verse 2]And it's getting annoying (annoying),And I can't prove with what I think,That you been checking me, for me, all on my cellphone But if you dont then just leave what with me youre calling,What I gotta do to make you see?Tell me something boy cause this is killing meBaby I'm all yours,Kissin and huggin, all in public,Why do you think that's all for?I don't give a damn bout nobody but you,But you always question, thinkin I'm creepin, without a reason,Why are you always tressin?lemme ask you a question[chorus]Tell me, what,Oh, don't you understand?Doing all I can, you don't know that I'm your womanWhat, oh, don't you understand?If I wanted someone else,Then I would be with someone else but all I want is you[verse 3]And I'm at my wits end (and I'm at my wits end),Cause there's nothing else that I can do (nothin else that i can do),If you just dont care,Maybe I should just be done with you,But I don't want to [chorus]Tell me, what,Oh, don't you understand?Doing all I can, you don't know that I'm your womanWhat, oh, don't you understand?If I wanted someone else,Then I would be with someone else but all I want is you
heyloo,
ahh . bored . :D i got my new phone :D haaaaaaaa. happy oi! :D , yey! hmm . boy , thnks for the love u gave to me .best appreciated.. now i miss u . now i miss u. aku sumpahh h. haiyos. tadi stayed at home. cantek . cam whored . chat dgr lagu . bukak lagu smpai 100% tnk kala nyer. haha. okay aku mendakk aku bobal mepeyk aku tau h. and skrg aku nk go . okay go! haaaa . bye . JaaaJaaa:D Labels: miss you. Friday, October 23, 2009
 helloo :D yesterday , mum slow talk to me . i was playing games, i was like just " ah. ah . ah kay . " haaa. she told me if i dont want to listen to her gerlshome in i go,i just keep quiet. i say " are u sending me now ?" no... ur too notty at this age :O ey ? haaa. tk tau plak okay thn talk here talk there . the conversation ended. "bik, bsk bangun suboh kejut ibu ya . " my mum said .i was like WTF? :O , "jaa, bawak masok laptop " , i was like, hmm kay kay , when want to step in the room , mum holding buku yang untuk blaja sembahyang . i was like eyh ? tdo per sia aku ?! haa. okay , zul , imma survivor! hahaa:D , yey! happy oi:D , i aint going in but maybe one day haa:D yey!! happy oi . okay dad bought me my new battery and even charger . thn it aint working mcm siyal sia. iila ur phone is crazy. .babiii . okay thn thn . okay go!
jaja:D
It's you, When I close my eyes, That's when you're near I kiss you, But I know that I'm dreamin' boy, it's so unfair And I can't help but cry every night When I'm weak & you're not by my side
boy I just wanna hold you in my arms Think of you each day that we're apart And I just want things back the way they were Find a way back to your heart Without you, I don't feel the same Since you went away I need you And I just want you back Here with me And I can't help but cry every night When I'm weak & you're not by my side When I just wanna hold you in my arms Think of you each day that we're apart And I just want things back the way they were Find a way back to your heart And I just wanna hold you in my arms Think of you each day that we're apart And I just want things back the way they were Find a way back to your heart. imissex , imissex, friends, if my mum really want to pun me in . u guys take care? . :(  Dad, ilove you , i really do . i'm so proud to have u.. dad thnks for making me feel so secured. i'm following u no matter how hard it'll be , i'm not going to follow tht witch mum . i told dad about mum sending me to girls home. he kept quiet . mum! back off. dad , i dunt noe what must i do to tell you how much i love u how much i appreciate u for ur love . dad , ur the one whom make me feel so loved. having difficulties of financial wont kill dad , it wont, having difficulties ,lack of love , will kill me , i just nid ur support, i will go far with tht . i really love u dad , i do . Love, your ignoring me. even avoiding me. thnks thnks . ur not replying my web msges., haiyos. what else must i do ? i tried my very best to contact u . ur just ignoring . thnks eh thnks. go ahead . u asked for tht gerl's name which is sofia. kay thnks. if u have a chance with her gdluck kay . bye. ohkayy , just now went backgate slack slack , thn hunneyh and gang came. had some conflicts between reena and zee. i dunt noe what exactly happened. I'm sad, i am , i'm so hurt. i dunt noe., bye n mood. sumpah sia. bby , i swear , i start loving u since that day , i'm sorry ..*sighs* . bye syg , jaja~ Labels: sorry bby . Thursday, October 22, 2009
mum tell me the truth . am i ur daughter?
mum ,
go ahead . send me to gerlshome. ur gonna be happy . just sent me there , i'll be just fine. ur even happy if i go in , mum u really hate me . I'm ur daughter aint a servant . my mum likes to see me hurt this way .. i just got bitten .. over something . she called me anak sundal . she even called my both sisters. if u wanna say me ALONE . i dun mind but not my sisters. the pain is not when u bit me . it hurts me so much when u said those harsh words .haiyo . mum i can face anything in life , just sent me in there . i'm willing mum , i'm seriously am . anything to see mum happy.. in life , there is also someone cruel ? it never exist in my olden days . it proves me wrong now. i'm even living in a cruel world. Lovely friends, if i have to go in one day , u guys take care of urself kay ? :( be happy . just take it as i have never exist . jajaLifeless. Labels: here i come.  heyho :D yesterday mcm satu hari ajer pat umah . nyeahhaa:P , dad's buying my K750i's battery ! yay! happyy nyer!!yesterdday me pipa and maira sleep outside mcm out of a sudden gtu . panas oi pat bilik . sioll . i' bored i'm just simply am . i miss love ): , i cant go out i cant go out !!! cheetot . haiyos. i miss kbpr :O . haiyos.. ggtg :D buhbye, jaja~ Labels: KBPR :( Wednesday, October 21, 2009
heyho:Djust now went pasiris parkk oi :D thn went backgate slack slack slack . thn they say got hal with fatta? wtf ?:P thn i was like kayy paperh uh . thn they settle .=.- oii!! zaman fanehhh da abes la deyyyhh . thn zee and faz tagged alongg. thn this thn tht . thn teman dhem go makan. go qiji mkn popiah basah . craving for it babii!ate two rolss me and zee was like "wan chili ? " worker . "no , EH YES! " i dunt noe why in a sudden . nyehahah babi tol . "my mum said this to me, be a smurf for ur grad nite . " i said to them "pfft , hahahahahahahahahhahhahahaha" they laughed! the whole humans there was like looking at us. babi tol! nyeahhaha reach home around 7 . sempat window shopping :D sayang korang oi! preepaidd low. babi tol . jaja:D Labels: :D Friday, October 16, 2009
heyho:D macam siang sahajerr aku bangun . nyeahaha. peanud call me just now , she got problems . wow . thn later going nenek's house . got reunion :O . hahaa. what happened eyy yesterday ? . oh kecoh baceyynn . kakak me and mairaa vid call with illiie :D haaa. miss her truckloads oi! . 22nd jan baru dier alekk. haiyoo . thn kakak have been unpatient for curry ayam to cook . asss toll .hahaa. we ate together gether. illie was like " unbelievable oi! korang tiger ader umah! "haha we all laughed. mcm toot. kak illie cried only when she webbywif lutfi audy , how sweet , haha:D rinduu rindduuu sekalii :D , okay laa buyh . gtg:D Labels: ilovehim .
In love with someone .
butthen , i dunt noe , i just can t forget the other somewan . i dun noe. confuse .go on or stay in put like this . haish . Bytheway i;m in love with this song. perfextly for "x" Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan Ku ikhlas tuk bertahan Cintaku padamu begitu besar Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan Malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal Membuat keresahan Reff:[*] Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah Biarkan ku harus bertahan [**] Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah Back to Reff:[*] , [**] Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya haiyo . Labels: iinlove? Thursday, October 15, 2009
hello .now in school . contating with hmm . love :D aaaa, I'm single aren't attached kay . gaduh ngn abg . abg prangaii siaa. sumpah siaa. today oing mandi laut . haaa:D tk sabar seyyy! rinduu sngt sngt dengan org org tertenttuuu :D Abg , eventhough we are fighting noww. i know the love of siblings still stays,, inoe i noe. My attitude sux :O . okay thn lets make this fair both of us change our attitude kayy ? haizzz. penatt la nk gado gado . da tk tau aper lagy nk buat . why ehh ? why must there always be fights between sibblinggsss. ! Geramm sahajee. kayy bye, jajaaA~ Labels: loveyou. Wednesday, October 14, 2009
the love of her.  zeetwinneh<3 align="center"> the one tht i trust .
 wheres my prince ?):
 ilove .
 i love tht kazzy
mcm candid sahajee  L.O.v.E
those are fake.  the love of gerls!~
 i was like "EH! "
ilovethemlotz . 
up yours babes. 
the day to be cherrished 
the jln rayerr. Saturday, October 10, 2009
 heylo(: mendak siak . aru jugak alek dari pasiris 0,o weird huh ? tadi masuk red house. alot of things happend siakk . mcm cepat ajer tyme iniarii . huhu . eyhh . aku bukan bohsia laa. gy mati uh sia ngn kau . mls la sia nk lyn budak budak tkder life . aku raser mataer kau yang bohsia. anjeng bodow kau . babi , mampos tnk . gy mati la sia ngn kau . go get a life , iswear boy its over this tyme. i've managed to get over u . yes uh!after all i thought back how u suffered me how u tortured me how dayus u are . oi boy, i hate u kay? paham enggak!? eyy gy maty la kau ngn pompan kauu . aku siket pon tk heran la eyy . babii tol . kau pikeyy kau act gitu depan aku aku jealous pe? (actually jealous siket uhk .) eyhh gy mampos la..huhu . just now had a bad fall . i fell down ferst thn nadirah . haha jiwerh dokk , syg sama lu sister!!! hahahaaa gtg bye(: jajaaaravenn Labels: love-- Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Heyho(:i realised he's a big plain old liar. all those 5 months was just a cover, u sux bby u do. words are words and facts is i still cant get over u , haiyo . baceyn tol . msn mcm siall uh seyy! zainab aku salute kamuu! :D huhu . dad's hearing wird songs :0 huhu huhu huhu . mendak seyyyhhs, eish tadi english paper mcm best ajer. my maths paper tmr tk sbah excited bye Monday, October 5, 2009
why? why must u admit bby ? okay fine . move on bby . u went home with me just now to tell me tht ur gonna hurt me now? why ? tell me bby please?! stop hurting me this way .after those laughters by msges now my mesges ur arent replying. why bby!? WHY?! why am i so unfortunate?! why must i waste tht love of yours when u gave it to me!? why am i so stupid!? why am i trusting love bby ? why ? why must u leave me hanging here waiting for u !? why!? don't u have feelings for others?! why u only look for ur futurE!? why do u ever fall for me why do you!? am i ur tissue!? u onli want thn u take!? when u dont want u throw!? i noe i'm not a beautiful swan . i;m unfortunate. i dont have sexy body , i only hurt ppl feelings i feeling it now i noe how much u hate me and dislike me .i feel like suiciding . my background sux my mly teacher hates me everyone hates me why?! why!???????????????????????????????????Labels: aint a beautiful swan
heyloo .
haiz . i duntnoe why today mcm sad ajee. ajayy. (: my feelings like . i dunt noe larhs . i sent msges to all yang tertentu jer siol i said . humans , yes i Ruined , imma bad gerl . no one look up to me. no one in life is perfect . i'm one of them . I'm unfortunate. i am , i'm still searching for love which use to be in me . I'm sorry if i've done wrong to any of u . bytheway , takder manusia yang boleyh lari dari kesilapan . jaja- mcm weird ajer! ya iyalah .huhu . mendark siol . tengah webby ngn elenaa. lol . why do i do all this ? is it the ending part of me ? 0,o . oi! touchwood. i still wan go through my life . lets see how my life ends kay ? huhu . ajayyy . tokio , he really loves chicky . huhu . ! hmm . oh yah about just now . he wants me to go home with him oi! happy siol.. hapy gyler . hu hu . shh! shut up ajayyy! huhu stop it with the ajay siaa. irrtiating. tawu tkperh . huhu . eyh gtg bye. nadirah elena best <3(: JajaAjayyy- Labels: ajayyy  hello :D tadi jln rayerr ngn nazie , went to shida's open house (: thn went there went here and last ZAINAB's house huhu! , zainab! sayang kamu . we suddenly became so talkative. i met zainab onli for like two tymes .hhoho :D fattahillah's telling me he wanna die . eyh hello da lamer sngt ker hidop dlm dunier niie? huhu . mendark siot! collection 18 jer lu kekek per?! haiz.. kakak not at home geyreq . huhu . da mkn da kenyang da cukop da .tinggal nk landing jer . elena call me just now and i dunt noe for what . all i noe is i rejected :X hahaaa . im sorry chinese gerl :P . we gossipe-d alot just now , saper saper yang tercekik biiler tengah mkn tadi hehe sorry :D . tokio TATSUKAWA , CHUCKY qaiser , ZUL kfcboy , IILA windu korang sumpah! kakilli in kedah hope ur okay there , will be missing eu . and feel sorry for u for not attending my open house tmrw . huhu , kak illi i miss you lately! . now fatta asking me to take a knife or hammer to kill himself . oi! tk mo merepek la! pikeh senangg senangg jer nk mati! . saper ajar kau siak?!> Labels: its over.exx . Friday, October 2, 2009
You were there to light my day,Your were there to guide me through . And our days down and upp i'll never stop thingking of you .How can i forget all that you are the one who make me smile . you'll always be a part of me , How I wish u are still myne . Never will forget those days how we fought and give things in . I always got this feeling but somehow it have to end up here.though its me who said goodbye and thats the hardest thing to do . Cause you mean so much to me. and thats a gift from me to you . for all the things u gave to me and all the hurts i gave to you . I hope u will forgive me bby .wow . tht was wayyy to emotional =.= , sebenarnyer tengah mendark dan PANAS . hohoho. next week back to hell lorhhss. hurhur .gd luck eh p6 oi(: . i thought of going out todayy tapi tk jadi arh . bear with it jaja! huhu . yes uh! bibik amek fan! wooohoo . mendark sioot . i got really nothing to say no more.. so buhbyee. JajaOi(: |
