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Monday, August 31, 2009
 suffocated bby , i swearr. been thinkking of you all day long. my life wont move on.i suffocate when ur away from me. i miss you . iloveyou more than anyone do . only my blog understands me no one else does , i'm so depressed ryte now . i can't do anything . i feel like killing myself , i miss you so much. i'm so speecheless.nobody is like you.i swear i'm so hurt ryte now i just feel like crying my whole heart out , but whenever i'm about to do dhat i think back , have you ever cried for me?people say i'm sooo stupid to wait for hym , but my life wont move on until i get hym back or get someone so same with him i just miss him i swear . i feel like killing myself so tht he BELIEVE tht i actually and REALLY love him SO MUCH . i dunt noe i'm just confused i just can't move on without him .I just wanna be with him . i've been wasting my life. i'm so sure i wont get hym , i noe. where could i ever find someone which i can really depend on and whu believes me in all thiss words up here. i just miss him how could u ever understand??!!!!!!!! bby please. i'm DEPRESSED i think i'm going mad without u . I"m so suffocated! i'm so streesss!! are you feeling this NOW?! no . so not. I'm just useless and people think tht i'm just a girl who is playing around with love , i'm helpless, i'm so depressed i'm full of problems ryte now and the only way to solve it is to kill myself. no one can replace you and mum): i swear fari i swear no one can replace you . and mum ur love is so precious to me why must you do this to us. i still need parents love please.i can't move on . i will stay here at this point and die this way , i'm so dissapointed with my lyfe. jajatreekoraven Labels: problems
oh that date there,
it was our supposed to be 7 monthsary . 5 months with u 2 months single .going to three months..missing him very much lately. we don't even talk to each otherr .how i wish we do . i wished him on tht day , and i dunt noe what his impresssion iss. aiyoo . if i have a tyme machyne.how i wishh i can turn back the days . those days . its to precious tht i have to leave u , i'm sorry . today? teachers day . in skool , it supposed to be tomorow but tomorow free. contact me uh hehee..not gonna be free on 2nd september until october , focusing on tht fcuking psle =.= , 14 september turning 12 (: heheee .the day is comingg! (: meet me up on 14 kayy .. okay laa peposs take care . -JajaTreek0Raven Labels: imissscooby Wednesday, August 26, 2009
hey kawan kawan , bored nyerhhs, tkpuaserr :P hohohhh . when i first saw u i never would have imagined that i would have such strong feelings for you i never would have thought that i would have dreamt about you or miss being by your side , having butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name,when i ferst met u , i never would have thought tht i will love you..I just wan to be the girl u talk about the only one you couldnt live without be the one who makes ur heartbeat crazy and for you to say to your guys " shes my baby " ..i'll ignore everyone of them because i only want you :( I'll rather have bad tymes with you than have good tymes with someone else i'd rather be beside u in storm than safe and warm by my self I'd rather have hard tymes with you together than to have it easy apart remember , ur the one holding my heart. when you feel lonely look at the space between your finger and tell yourself that it perfectly fit myne. I wanna be the girl he gaves his hoodie to cuddle up in cold.I dont know where i stand with you and i don't know what i meant to you all i know is whenever i think of u all i want is to be by your syde. everything u did to me tells me how important ur in mie. -jajaaTREEKO Friday, August 21, 2009
 It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume Don't get up, I'll get through on my own I don't know if I'm home Or if I lost the way into your room I'm spiraling into my doom I'm feeling half alive but I know one day You and I will be free, To live and die by our own rules, Free.. Despite the fact that men are fools. I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It's okay that we're dying, But I need to survive tonight, tonight. Well excuse me while I get killed softly, Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay At least 'til yesterday, You know you got me off my highest guard, Believe me when I say it's hard. We'll get through this tonight And I know one day you and I will be free To live and die by our own rules, Free.. Despite the fact that men are fools. I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It's okay that we're dying, But I need to survive tonight, tonight. And you touch my hand ever so slightly (Girl we're not ready for this yet) And the deadly look she cast upon me I won't regret, I won't regret I won't regret. I won't regret... And I was trying to disappear, But you got me wrapped around you I can hardly breathe without you I was trying to disappear But I got lost in your eyes now, You brought me down to size now. I'm almost alive And I need you to try and save me. It's okay that we're dying But I need to survive tonight, tonight Tonight... I'm almost alive, and I need you to try And save me. It's okay that we're dying, But I need to survive tonight, tonight. I need to survive tonight, tonight thanks alot. sorry for everything, imissyou .
Did you forget that I was even alive?Did you forget everything we ever had?Did you forget, did you forget about me?Did you regret ever standing by my side?Did you forget we were feeling inside?Now I'm left to forget about us But somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song, you can't forget it So now I guess this is where we have to stand Did you regret ever holding my hand?Never again, please don't forget, don't forget We had it all, we were just about to fall Even more in love, than we were before I won't forget, I won't forget about us But somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song you can't forget it Somewhere we went wrong We were once so strong Our love is like a song, you can't forget it at all And at last all the pictures have been burned And all the past is just a lesson that we've learnedI won't forget, please don?t forget us Somewhere we went wrong Our love is like a song but you won't sing along You've forgotten about us Don't u forget
i'm sorry. i;m really sorry . about syarifiee is actually my bestfriend and she's a girl i swear. i noe u don't want me back . its okay . let u fly free out there . i will be in the same position as i am now, broken hearted and every piece of my heart is missing u alot. i miss ur warmness i swear. iloveyou , i wont move on . i promise. TRUELOVE , Labels: imissu Monday, August 17, 2009
Muhammad Syarifiee bin Samsudin <3iloveyouand only u bby Sunday, August 16, 2009
muhd ghaffari krisna,i'm sorry for everything bby . i regret for being a nuisance in your life. i regret for leaving you for no reasons . i'm sorry for mentally hurting u all this while. i'm sorry i got the wrong impression towards you all those while. those days is still near to me and my broken heart. the love is still here . i miss those days we had together i miss ur lips i miss ur warmness i miss everything in u . i'm stupid. ireally am . i can't move on with a broken heart. i swear no one can replace u.i swear ur perfect . and noone is as perfect as u bby . thnks for taking care of me . thnks for making me stop smoking for a months thnks for making me not going home late .thnks for everything and lastly thnks for making me feel tht i can be loved .thnks for loving me the full of your heart . i'm sorry. i want u back. i want u back badly . seriously .iloveyou. if u are reading my blog now. understand me. ILOVEYOUMORETHNEVERYTHINGELSEINTHISWORLDONLYOUISWEAR! Labels: saat terakhir |
